Friend!!!!

I just wish, for a friend
In whom I can confide
With whom, I can share
my tears, fears and pride.

Who doesn't mock at me,
Who doesn't talk behind my back,
Who guides me and teaches me,
The unexplained fundas of life.

If I fall, she will support me
If I call, she will answer
If I cry. she'll be with me
And lend me, her strong shoulder.

There are times when I wish
just for a friend to be with me.
Is that much, to ask for?
In the past 23 years of my life.

Dying Hopes!!!!

There was a time, when I had HOPES!!,
HOPES!! that keep me going,
HOPES!! that make me smile,
HOPES!! that sparkle in my eyes.

I used to love,
I used to live,
I used to laugh and sing in joy,
And waiting for my future to come alive.

Slowly the time unfolded,
Slowly the future showed its face,
Slowly I begin to realize,
That I live in a different phase.

I was wrong to have HOPES!!
I was wrong to want something.
I was wrong in every decision.
I made in my short life.

I thought that life is one,
Enjoy and have some fun,
Be positive and look for good,
But now I nowhere stood.

I waited long for a golden era,
A place where love and smiles bloom,
But all I found was a place,
where your dreams go to doom.

I don't know what else to expect,
Whether to hope or be hopeless,
Its just a life I have to live,
And count my days for an end.